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"VVho is Christian Grey?" is a very difficult question to answer
'cause, I think, to everyone he's something different.
He was very formal,
and clean.
"Clean"?
It's really difficult to answer 'cause
you slightly start stepping into minefields
because everyone says, "No, he's not that," "Yes, he is this."
"He isn't damaged, he's just interesting."
You know, smart.
Intense.
It was kind of intimidating.
It's a hard question to answer straight. Like, "Who's Christian Grey?"
Because he's, um, many different things.
I think I'm still trying to work out many aspects of him.
I can understand the fascination. Uh-huh.
On the outside, he's just a very intriguing, powerful, impressive man,
but as we delve deeper,
we realize that there's a lot more to it and
things that have happened that have shaped him
in ways of, sort of, great magnitude.
I remember certain things.
Terrible things.
He is definitely a product of his early childhood
and equally a product to
what Dr. Grace Trevelyan Grey has helped guide him through.
Christian came from an abusive family situation.
From a crack mother who had an abusive pimp.
He came to the hospital, having been very hurt and abused,
burnt with cigarettes.
And so she immediately took him in and raised him from four on.
But the dysfunctional memories that
create certain behaviors and certain fears
came from that earlier time.
Violence, for a child, makes them feel worthless,
makes them feel they're not worthy of love.
They've been abused, therefore it must be their fault.
They must not be worthy.
I am fifty shades of fucked up.
He was so out of control of his life,
and then was introduced to this way
of going into, like, a bubble of control.
He now is the Dominant, and he's the one in control.
And that's the thing that has turned his life around
and has made him successful and powerful and admired.
It's the only thing about him that he understood,
to be powerful and making money.
So, those two things created someone
who wasn't connected to other human beings, other women
in a more loving way.
Hearts and flowers?
That's not something I know.
Let me touch you.
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